So it's after 11:30 and I have a speech I need to write for tomorrow. Ah ha ha ha. How will I go to college?
It has to be about the causes and effects of violence. Everyone blame the media OKAY?! ....guuuuuuuuuuh.
Anyhow, today I didn't go to school because I don't know, it's ridiculous. One reason is that I think my tail bone is a little bit broken. It hurts kind of terribly but I don't remember falling or hitting it or anything. I have to sit funny and can't put pressure on it. It's embarrassing and annoying and a mystery..
On my schooless day I did absolutely nothing except make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with three pieces of bread and read this Pride and Prejudice spin off, haha. I also half washed clothes. I should put them in the dryer so I can wear pants tomorrow, huh.
I have been over the top panicky lately. MICA tells me they are mailing scholarship results on April 11th. Everyone please keep your fingers crossed for it is my first choice and I need a lot of help to pay for it... eughgjhgj. I feel really selfish and irresponsible for not applying to every scholarship under the sun. Why am I sabotaging myself? Stop it stop it. I love you dad I'm sorry you have to pay for my college.
Um. I found a prom dress at Sears for $7. It isn't gross like a lot of prom dresses. It was not meant to be a prom dress. It is just black and a sort of weird length. It fits pretty well, but my boobs are stupid. Too much information? I'm sorry. Maybe one day I will post a picture. Of the dress not my boobs, of course.
This is my kiln god. He needs a name. He has been finished for more than a semester and is nameless. I'msosorry.
And here I am. Last weekend I actually drew and wasn't just a lazy blob. See those little drawings? I did 15 of them and now they are in a show in a community college library. The chair was my favorite.
Speaking of art shows. Tomorrow I will be in charge of music at the faculty show at said community college. I will take pictures and talk about it tomorrow. I am also going to my school districts faculty show at night. I hope it isn't really terrible or it will make me sad. They are the people teaching me I would like them to be good artists. And by good I mostly mean they are doing current art, and that if I looked in the corner of a painting I won't see a little " '85 " next to their initials or whatever.
I hate my tail bone really.
How is everyone??